February 2012
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January 2012
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“To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used...”
– Arundhati Roy (via amnrai)
I don’t know where I stand right anymore. Things turned out so differently than I thought they’d be.
Going out for pho then driving back to Arizona. It’s been nice visiting my home state but I’m ready to go back.
Anonymous asked: do you have your nose pierced?? it looks like you have one in that recent picture. just askin out of curiosity.
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Miguel/ Vixen
I need to make more time for myself. Sometimes I would just rather be alone.
Kendrick Lamar ft. Jhene Aiko/ Growing Apart
someone take me to coachella
Finally made it to California about an hour ago. Settling down in Rancho Cucamonga for the night at my aunts and venturing around Santa Ana tomorrow to visit some family. I’m looking forward to waking up in the morning.
K.
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California this weekend, I’ve been away from home for too long.
my boyfriend fills up my gas tank for me, how fucking cute is he?
There needs to be more hours in a day. I need to start prioritizing.
Home sweet home
Ran on 5 hours of sleep today. Woke up at 5 am and got some breakfast before school, after school picked I picked up my boyfriend and some friends, went to In-N-Out and hung out at the hookah bar for a bit. It’s been a long day and I’m ready for bed. Goodnight.
Anonymous asked: You're home sick? Where do you reside?
Seeing some of my favorite people tomorrow. Going out the eat, mall crawl, and catching up on two weeks of absence. It’s going to be a day well spent.
Homesick, I need to take a trip to California and be surrounded by my family again. It’s been too long.
City & Colour/ The Girl
Slum Village/ Scheming ft. J Dilla, Posdnuos,...
Doubt gives me motivation. It makes me want to work that much harder just to prove you wrong.
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uehc-eilrahc:
Sometimes I look at my life as a movie, or I shape it into this cliche written plot to give me a tinge of hope to keep me going throughout the days. That some day, something will change for me, that someone will pop up and create a new chapter for me to write about. The current life I live is on repeat. It’s not bad, just a bit dull, boring, and uneventful. I want something to make...
Today
Slept ‘till 12, went out for pho for lunch, went to go visit some family friends and now we’re all about to go have a family movie night. It’s been a good day.
I turn into a fucking boy when it comes to my car
I’m learning to just keep my mouth shut. There’s no point in arguing with arrogant assholes that always think they’re right. Have a nice day.
I love when Lotus Flower Bomb comes on my ipod while I’m driving
New Order/ Leave Me Alone
“Never regret. If it’s good, it’s wonderful. If it’s bad, it’s experience.”
– Victoria Holt
Insomnia, what else is new
I honestly can’t wait to go back to school. New classes, new people, new opportunities. I’m eager to see what this year has in store for me.
J Dilla/ Nothing Like This
A part of me just doesn’t want to deal with the bullshit but I need to get out of my mind set of always looking at the future too much. I play all these different scenarios that could happen and with that, my mind is made up. I give up on things too easily because I plan out what I think might be a possibility of happening before anything actually happens. I guess you could say I always sike...
People who mope and complain are the ones that think shit will just happen for them if they pray for it or think “when the time is right it will come”. If you really want something get up and do it, if you want someone go after them. Failure is sometimes inevitable but I’d rather think to myself “oh well” than “what if”.
I’m the most stubborn and hard headed person I know. I have to find things out and learn for myself to realize I’m in the wrong. I’m one of those “I’ll believe it when I see it” type people but atleast even when I know I’m wrong, I will be the first to admit it. Some people just need to learn how to swallow their fucking pride.
Why I love my family
uncle: trisha, did you find something in the closet?
me: no, why what was it?
uncle: my special medicine
me: what some pills?
uncle: nah I had some weed
I should’ve thought about this before instead of it running through my head now. We’re at different places and mind sets in life right now. I don’t know, I guess que sera sera
January 6, 2012
Woke up this morning to go out for breakfast, went to go see a show and went browsing around the strip. Now I’m back in the room and waiting to get fat as fuck at Osaka, one of my families favorite sushi restaurants. Today defiantly was one of the better days of the whole trip.
The Weeknd/ The Birds prt. 1
Looking at the bigger picture
I think that’s my problem. I look at everyone else before I look at myself. I’m guilty of shutting off my problems and feelings because I always think that others have it worse so I have no right to complain. All I’ve known is how to be selfless all my life, I need to learn how to be more selfish.
saying “how can you be sad when people have it so much worse than you” is as ridiculous as “how can you be happy when people have it so much better than you”
I say I don’t care. But if I really meant what I said, I would’ve stopped talking about our situation by now.